UNHAPPY

I am really unhappy these days. I know my English is not good at all. I try my best to read and remember all words that I saw in class. My best friend in college get the bursary that can free to America. I'm really glad to her. I told this thing to my parents just want them know that I would try my best to get this award too. They didn't heard anything I said. They just blame to me that why can't I do such good like her. Everyone have there own special ability. But I always can't get my parents encourage ......